And Then It All Came Tumbling Down – Part 1.

Starlight & Me

Years ago, I knew of, a woman who saddled up her beloved horse and took him into an outdoor riding arena to enjoy the afternoon. After riding him like a pro, through the paces of a trot and canter, she brought him to a walk and cooled her horse down by walking him along the arena’s rail. Eventually she brought her horse to a complete halt so they both could rest while taking in the beautiful day.

An hour or two later, people began to notice that her horse hadn’t moved, nor had the women. Concerned, a few of her fellow barn mates hurried down to the arena to check on her and found that she had quietly passed away, astride her horse, in the embrace of an extraordinary day. I personally believe that all of the beloved horses from her past, horses that she had diligently cared for and ridden, until they pierced her heart by passing into the grazing pastures of heaven, were waiting for her when she crossed over.

For me, and many of my equestrian friends there couldn’t be a more perfect way to end our time on this earth! To simply slip away peaceful while sitting on your horse! From the time I heard this true story, I prayed that my passing would be the same. But as fate would have it, that will not be the case.

My first experience with having to give up horseback riding happened one year and three months marking my recouperation from an extremely serious back surgery called a laminectomy to correct rapidly debilitating scoliosis. I underwent an eight-hour procedure, where portions of my spine were removed in order to straighten it.

For years I refused to have this surgery because of the lengthy healing process, which I was told would keep me away from my horses for a good six months and out of the saddle for a year. Prior to having this surgery, I researched other riders who had gone through the same procedure and blogged about their recoveries. One Competitive Eventer was able to start training a year later and in just six months she had achieved her previous daily training goals for distance riding. Piece of cake, I thought!

However, one year later to the day, I mounted my horse Starlight, to discover that I could walk her, but riding a trot was absolutely excruciating! I didn’t expect this, and it threw me for a loop. My entire recovery process had centered around the goal of getting back into the saddle. After all, a year had passed.

I am a woman who is well conditioned in tolerating extremely high levels of pain. Pain, particularly when it’s chronic, is something you grow a tolerance to. For me, this process of adapting began when I was two years old and undertaking classical ballet training. I danced for the first quarter of my life, but during my tender years, my training resulted in problems with my feet, and a hip joint that was pulled out of its socket and grew that way.

Horse related accidents have contributed greatly to my ability to tolerate pain. Broken fingers, toes, ribs and a particularly nasty accident I had on my horse Janie that broke my sacroiliac joint in two. The break wasn’t misplaced, so the radiologist didn’t catch it on the x-ray. For two years I rode adjusting my position because I was in so much pain. I blamed the pain on a recent hip replacement; I wasn’t surprised when three years later an MRI revealed that the sacroiliac joint had not healed and was still broken in two.

After my back surgery, I was determined to persevere with my recovery, so I continued to ride Starlight but only at a walk. Although this beautiful mare didn’t understand why I insisted on only walking, she submitted to my insistence. Starlight had an inbred spirit that drew me to her in the first place. For years she competed as a Reiner and was exceptionally talented. She spined on a dime, which was pure fun to ride. Her coat was a beautiful, dappled gray and we adored each other.

Following my laminectomy, Star and I walked the entire grounds surrounding our stable, until one day, I made a stupid decision which resulted in my falling off. There have been many occasions in my life where I have been my worst enemy, this was one of them. The fall broke my glenohumeral or shoulder joint, in two. Again, I was facing a lengthy recovery and had to give up riding.

During this period, a series of events were taken place at the sweet little stable where I boarded my horses. My friend Tommy, who had stepped into his father’s shoes and run the stable for thirty plus years, retired. Our board of directors brought in and supported a new manager and her husband and almost instantly, the conditions and safety aspects took a downward spiral. Horses were being deliberately injured and although some of these incidents were caught on video, from cameras installed in our stalls, no one was held accountable. And that was the least of our worries!

Dude & Starlight

I had found good homes for my horses Dude and Starlight. So on June 6th, Roo and I left this facility along with almost half or more of the boarders, to settle at the amazing stable where I am now. From the moment I stepped into this stress-free pleasant stable, equipped with everything a serious horse lover and performance equestrian need, I felt a newfound freedom that drastically contrasted with the downfall of the other place. Some of my friends were already at the new stable when I arrived and over the passage of the past year, almost all of my friends from the other facility have joined us!

My new stable has excellent trainers in both western and eastern disciplines. I immediately began to take lessons with my friend and trainer, Liz, riding her outstanding and bullet proof horse, Papaya. It was exhilarating, particularly on the first morning we went for a trail ride.

Our stable has over 130 acers of rideable trails that I was sure I would never see. On occasions I led Roo on walks to explore some of them, but walking Roo, was nothing compared to riding those trails, crossing through the meadows, stone covered river, taking slopes up and down, and exploring the wooded areas. After that ride, I felt alive! I began to lease Fly Guy in mid-September and was riding him regularly. And then unexpectedly, Roo died. For the first time in decades, I didn’t own a horse! I’m still struggling with that reality.

Springtime’s Here!

Catharus guttatus (hermit thrush)

Tiny sprouts of flowers are peeking through the ground.
The trees are full of tender leaves reaching for the sun.
The animals around us seem restless and aware,
The time has come for frolic; nesting time is here.

Birds are soaring in the sky, as busy as the bees.
Looking for the perfect spot way up in the trees.

A home for eggs that soon will hatch, so baby birds can grow,
And sing a springtime melody amidst the melting snow.

A fox, a deer, a little skunk wipe winter from their eyes.
They take a look around them at springtime’s sweet surprise.

Winter’s cold has blown away, nature proudly wears,
The gleaming glow of newness as renewal fills the air.

Springtime Showers

macro photography of green grass field

Something about the showers in spring,
Inspires the hearts of birds to sing.
While darkened, cloudy skies release,
A gentle rain.

In carefree flight, birds form a chorus,
As raindrops spray the leaves and floras,
Accompanying their freestyle harmony.

The air is warmed with this review.
Water fills each bud and bloom.
A bouquet carried on the wind,
Distributes springtime’s sweet perfume.

I find my senses are aroused,
And pause to gaze upon,
The sodden land.

Surrendering to this whim,
Contentment flows deep within,
While watching joy exemplified,
With nature’s springtime as my guide.

Goodnight My Love

I wrote this poem one night, after a friend of mine lost her husband. I never gave it to her, fearing that it might be a difficult read, with her heart so tenderized. I’m posting it now, hoping that someday, a person might relate to it and obtain some comfort. Louisa

Night sky full moon

Goodnight my love, wherever you are,
In heavens sanctuary far.
I rest upon the bed we shared,
Our arms entwined, content and blessed.
This weary day draws to an end.
I find myself now once again—reminiscing.
Of all the memories I recall,
The ones I miss the most of all,
Are the simple things you did…
How strange that they still mean so much!
I treasure your nearness within my heart,
Where tenderly you remain.
Someday in the Father’s time,
His heavenly hand will reach for mine,
He’ll bring me to that place where you reside.
So, when my heart is filled with grief
And loneliness mere words could never describe,
I will feed my soul with hope,
And cling to the promises His word provides.
A time for quietude draws near.
The day is done, the moon shines clear.
A nightingale sings soft and sweet.
It woos my soul to rest and sleep.
Upon night’s gentle wave I float,
With thoughts of you, I miss you so…
Goodnight my love, wherever you are,
In heaven’s sanctuary far.

BUTTERFLIES

            Donning my gloves and a big floppy hat, I ventured into my garden carrying a catmint plant. Butterflies fluttered among the flower blossoms in zigzagged patterns. Engrossed with their work, they appeared unconcerned with my hovering presence and sampled the catmint even as I planted it.

            The butterflies’ diligence attracted bees. They canvassed my garden to see if the flowers contained enough nectar for them too. Apparently satisfied, they collaborated with the butterflies, working side by side. Watching them instilled a lovely sense of satisfaction, inspiring me to sit back and enjoy the pleasures my garden offered.

            Strawberries warmed by the sun released a pleasing fragrance. A variety of herbs such as rosemary, basil and sage, flourished with edible offerings and combined their pungent scents with roses and lavender, creating an enjoyable potpourri.

Sunflowers and zinnias adorned the walkways, with thyme and lemon balm. Clay pots, filled with various types of mint and chocolate geranium were nestled among the flowers.

            A mockingbird sang a repertoire of songs from a neighboring tree. It took several minutes to locate where he was through the maze of branches. Choosing the security of a top branch, he performed his serenade while watching the world evolve around him.

            Each spring is the beginning of a new and wonderful season of growth. Tender sprouts surprise me with their appearance, as seeds take root in unexpected places.

Working in my garden reminds me of the immense value in nature’s lessons. There is strength to be found in its simplicity.

My garden is spiritual. It provides the perfect setting to reflect upon the things of God. His character is displayed through every leaf and bloom and when the setting sun casts shadows upon the pampered beds, His Presence draws near.

            Perhaps God intended a colorful, fragrant reminder that life is too precious not to stop occasionally and enjoy the wonder of simple pleasures—to recognize the seasons of nature mirrored within our own lives as we journey through times of growth, times for harvesting the fruits of our labor and a time for rest and inner renewal.

            As I watched the butterflies a realization came to me—it’s the later part of their life that brings forth their beauty. No longer are they earthbound, they stretch forth new wings and fly unfettered, leaving earthbound concerns behind. Oh what joy there must be in such liberty, to be free to flutter unrestrained through nature’s bounty. Butterflies have the ability to cause the cares of this world to momentarily fade away.

A CHILD OF DESTINY – My daughter, My Michele

Michele with her daughter Serenity

            “O Lord, You have heard the desire and the longing of the humble and oppressed; You will prepare and strengthen and direct their hearts, you will cause Your ears to hear, to do justice to the fatherless and the oppressed, so that man, who is of the earth, may not terrify them anymore.” (Psalms 10:17, Amplified Bible)

            Seven-year-old Juli smiled as the bus driver unloaded her wheelchair. Pushing her toward the house, I listened as she told me details about her school day. They focused primarily on her new best friend, Michele.

            I met Michele one day while volunteering at the school. Her mannerisms were solemn and she appeared uninterested in the other children. Few words passed between us, but a  perceivable longing within her spoke volumes.

            Michele’s parents enforced rigid rules that hindered the girls from socializing much outside of the school setting. Juli has cerebral palsy; she is no stranger to rejection from other children and occasionally adults. This appeared to be one of those situations. My parental instinct wanted to step in, to shelter and protect my daughter, But something in Juli’s response—tenderness for her friend—prevented me from intervening.

            During the summer we learned that Michele was a foster child. To our dismay she was moved into another foster setting. We were told we would never see her again. I realized how difficult the circumstances in Michele’s life had opened Juli’s eye to see Michele’s need for a friend. Motivated by this revelation, I prayed, not sure about what to do next.

            From the beginning God’s hand was recognizably involved in reuniting us. I learned through Child Protective Services (CPS) that Michele was a victim of severe neglect and abuse. After a lengthy attempt to rehabilitate her biological parents, the parental rights were evoked, placing four children into the states care.

            I could not understand why the door did not open right away for us to bring Michele permanently into our family. Within my heart burned a vision of taking her in. I found my “mothering nature” frustrated. The Lord led me to Habakkuk 2:3 (Amplified Bible), “For the vision is yet for an appointed time and it hastens to the end [fulfillment]; it will not deceive or disappoint. Though it tarry, wait [earnestly] for it, because it will surely come; it will not be behindhand on its appointed day.”

            My initial contact with Michele was always through her case worker. Occasionally several months would pass by without any contact with her. During those periods I grew anxious with concern until I rendered the situation to God, throwing up my hands in surrender. This was the lesson He was teaching me—the process of surrendering. When I acknowledged Him as the caretaker to our relationship with Michele, the doors opened and we were united again.

            Often I questioned if my efforts to influence Michele in a positive way were fruitful, especially when returning her to her foster setting after a lengthy visit. My evaluation of her progress was based upon my perspective, what I thought I should be seeing. But God’s perspective was different.

            When I took my eyes off Jesus, in stepped depression and feelings of inadequacy. The Lord encouraged me to press forward, to stop limiting Him by what I saw and to exercise my faith. When I ventured too close to the point of giving up, He led me to Galatians 6:9 (Amplified Bible), “And let us not lose heart and grow weary and faint in acting nobly and doing right, for in due time and at the appointed season we shall reap, if we do not loosen and relax our courage and faint.”

            After seven years of sponsoring Michelle, my husband and I became her foster parents—the first step to her adoption. Preparation for her adoption included reading her case history, The records revealed that almost immediately after her biological parents lost rights, God brought Michele into our life. So as Michele reminisces about the different people and foster settings (there were many), I remember them too.

            Several years have passed since Michele became officially ours. Looking back, I understand why it was essential to trust in God’s wisdom and timing. While I perceived the years we had to wait as unproductive, God was silently preparing my husband and me to become Michele’s parents. At the same time, Michele developed bonds of attachment and trust with us. If I had forced my will upon my family, ignoring God’s preparations, the challenges we encountered after she moved in, would have torn our family apart.

Our family photo at Michele’s wedding: starting left; Juli, Erin (Chris’ wife), Chris, Michele, Eric holding Serenity, Jeff holding Trinity & me.

            Instead of destruction, my family walks under a covering of blessing. We recognize the privilege God has given us. It echoes through the house while my daughters laugh, fix each other’s hair, and on occasion complain that her sister is being a is bother. It reflects through the eyes of a young woman who found herself a home—a family—but most importantly, a God Who lovers her.

MY FRIEND GOD
By, Michele

A very large part of who I am,
And what I can hope to be,
May be found in the fact
That You are here,
In the lessons that You’ve taught me.
You taught me to listen. You taught me to care.
You taught me to laugh, to love and to share.
You taught me that I’m never defeated,
Until I give up and no longer try.
To taught me to know that one man’s joy,
Is another man’s reason to cry.
You taught me that no one’s perfect—
That no one always wins.
And that everyone falls short sometimes
And everyone sins.
You taught me that You’re always here,
That you care when I feel pain.
You taught me that there, with every loss,
Lay the seeds of a much better gain.
I remember when I first reached out to You.
Then I felt my torment end.
I will always be grateful, always give thanks,
To You… my God… my Friend.

The 2025 Broadway Tour of “Les Misérables”

 

A graphic Juliann made of our family going to one of our “Les Misérables” performances.

           For Christmas last year, my daughter, Juliann, gifted me with a ticket to go with her to see the 2005 Broadway tour of “Les Misérables.” I was thrilled! “Les Misérables” became an integral part of our family in 1987, when it first opened in NYC, at the Broadway Theater.
            At the time, my husband, Jeff, was in Manhattan for a business trip and happened to catch the show. Inspired he called me later that night, full of sentiment expressing how “Les Mis” had worked his emotions from laughter to tears, describing the story and the music. Then he told me that he was going to buy the soundtrack and when he returned home, we would take an evening together, just the two of us, to drive around and listen to the beautiful songs.
            On night, that’s exactly what we did! Driving through the neon lit buildings down the streets of Dallas and Fort Worth, we pumped up the stereo submerged in Claude-Michel Schonberg’s award-winning score. Jeff told me what was happening with each song, and as soon as we were able, he took me to NYC, so I could experience “Les Mis” for myself.
            For years afterward, whenever Jeff and I visited Manhattan, we took the opportunity to go see “Les Misérables.” During one of those trips, we learned about, and began to frequent, the little coffee shop across the street from the stage door of the Broadway Theater, where the cast and crew members sometimes gathered.
            As soon as our children were old enough, we took them to the Broadway tours that brought “Les Misérables” to our cities. When my grandson Aldon was still a tender age, I took him to see “Les Mis.”

Aldon at Bass Performance Hall

Aldon is very musical and plays the trumpet. Jeff and I take him to a Broadway show every year, but so far, to date, “Les Misérables” is his all-time favorite. The day after we saw the show, he sat with me and watched the entire anniversary DVD with the original cast.
            Last Friday night, after Juliann and I had spent three months savoring our anticipation to once again, see “Les Misérables,” we entered Fort Worth’s outstanding, Bass Performance Hall, and were led to our seats. I couldn’t believe it when we discovered that we were only four rows from the stage! For all of my previous productions we always sat way in the back of the theater, which does have appeal because of the visual for the special effects. But for this performance, Juli and I would be able to see the performers expressions!
            As the house lights dimmed and the familiar stanza to the score filled the theater, the lights behind the scrim revealed chained prisoners rowing a ship. I sat back as the scrim lifted and melted into the journey that is “Les Mis,” allowing the cast, musicians and crew, to once again, transport me to Paris in the year 1832.     
            The cast to the 2025 tour of “Les Misérables” is led by Nick Cartell as Valjean and Nick Rehberger as Javert. Both actors gave memorable performances that rose above and beyond what “Les Mis” fans have come to expect, particularly with their powerful vocals.
             David T. Walker, as the innkeeper almost stole the show, as he drew the audience to him with his cleaver antics that kept us laughing and watching to see what he would do next. Adding the bird to “this and that,” made the audience roar. Equally appealing was Vicotria Huston-Elem for her portrayal of Madame Thenardier. I especially enjoyed her use of a loaf of French bread as a prop!
            Lindsay Heather Pearce was the most tender, heart-wrenching Fantine I have ever seen.  Her portrayal of the character, her tenderness and love for Cosette and contemplative rendition of “I dreamed a dream” made Juli and me cry.
            Kyle Adams, as Grantaire was another actor I kept my eye on especially during “Master of the House,” and at the barricades, where he drunkenly, stays beside his mates, despite knowing that he’s going to die. I was particularly moved as he held and wept for the fallen Gavroche.
            Since covid, there have been a great many changes to the presentation of too many classical Broadway productions. Sadly, not all of these changes have improved the quality of the shows. One in particular is the new staging and set for “Phantom of the Opera,” which is publicized as “new and revised,” when it should really be publicized as “stripped from its original splendor due to budget cuts that have changed the set and staging and significantly damaged the audience’s experience of the show.” I walked out of that show deciding never to pay for a ticket again.
            Then, there are the revisions to the beloved, classical Rodger’s and Hammerstein’s musicals, where the original scripts and scores have been so altered it’s difficult to recognize the original classic that theater goers have grown to expect and love. Noteworthy is the new rendition of “Oklahoma,” where audience members in swarms left after (or before) the first act ended and the word of mouth was, whatever you do, DON’T’ take your children to it!
            “Les Mis” too has been restaged, the most significant change for me is the removal of the original turntable. I first noticed this when I took Aldon to the show. But even with the loss of the turntable and barricades coming together in front of our eyes, the staging to this current “Les Mis” tour, directed by the talented Laurence Conner and James Powell, is masterful! Both directors have drawn from their cast “milked” moments that actually pulled the audience further into a scene. As a result, every song and each interaction became just a bit more memorable.
            The audience, packing the house, seemed to agree as they hooted, whistled and hollered after every song, momentarily causing the show to stop for an elongated pause.
            In writing about the talented ensemble, it would be a crime not to acknowledge the troupe of talented musicians, to whom without, “Les Mis” is nothing. The reason why musical lovers flock to this production is to become immersed in the music that most of us have memorized. It is the music that carries the audience through the journey and in this current production, the beautiful voices blended with the musician’s harmonics, staged by Geoffrey Garrant, do just that.
            I urge you, particularly if you have never seen “Les Misérables,” go and enjoy this current production. Take the whole family, dress up, go out to dinner and make a nice evening of it. The experience is worth the price of the ticket. Come and join the crusade of theater goers who have marched and raised their glasses to the anthem, “Do you hear the people sing, singing the song of angry men…”

AVENGER INVASION

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It’s happened to Jeff and me before! We’re going about our everyday lives, filled with restful pauses and quiet evenings, then BAM! Captain America turns our world upside down! Mind you, we anticipate these invasions with great joy, planning ahead the things we will do.

Sometimes Cap morphs into the Hulk, filling our house with roars and grunts, Hulk smashing the furniture and floors. Last summer, he was the Flash, running through the house at top speed, slicing his hands in the air.

This Avenger Invasion is fueled by his father’s intense love for the Marvel characters, particularly, Iron Man. His grandfather, Jeff, joined in the fun by downloading an app for his cell phone, which allows Jarvis, from the Iron Man movies, to inform him when he gets a call.

Jeff & Aldon, ready to ride the bike trails

My husband outfits our Avenger, Aldon, with grandpa and grandson matching outfits that they wear when hitting the bike trails. They go on long rides, last summer accumulating over 200 miles! Together they stop at restaurants along the trail for a cool drink and rest.

Aldon, informed me last fall that he was tired of getting only Avenger toys for Christmas and would like Santa (yes, he still believes) to include a few Star Wars toys. So, we bought him a BB-8 bike helmet, along with Star Wars knee and elbow pads. The pads he no longer wants to wear.

Currently, Aldon sleeps in a Spider-man tent bed when he visits our house, which is during all his school breaks and summer vacation (Aldon lives in Mississippi). I secured pockets that attach to the rail of his bed, so he can stash his flashlight, Minion & Avenger toys and a thermos of water because he gets thirsty at night. For all his tough boy habits, he has a bunny nightlight, because he grew up with it in his Texas room and still finds it comforting. When he wakes up in the morning, he crawls in bed with me to cuddle. I hold him tight, putting up with his “morning breath” because I know these tender, little boy moments are numbered. He’s growing up so fast.

Aldon with my horse, Dude

Aldon loves my horses and has been fearless around them from the time he could focus his eyes. He also loves to ride.

Every summer, since he was a little sprout, I take him to Six Flags Over Texas. We eat brisket nachos covered with cheese, cotton candy, and ride our favorite roller coaster, The Texas Giant, over and over. He also loves driving the Antique Cars and prefers that I sit in the back seat.

As we walk through the amusement park fond memories of all the years that Jeff and I bought season tickets for our children come to mind. I know the arrangement of the park well. Not much has changed with the layout since my kids were young. Some of the rides and stores are new and different. It’s such a joy to tell Aldon, “Your dad loved this ride too when he was a little boy.”

Shopping at Lowes.

Yesterday we worked in the garden. I took him with me to Lowe’s to purchase plants. He loves to dig in the soil. That afternoon we took a break to take the golf cart, Rodeo, to the stables to brush and turn out the horses. While we were brushing them, I was told that my future held a rousing game of Candy Land. He claims that he’ll win, but I replied, “I don’t think so!”

Later this afternoon, I’ll take him to swim at the YMCA while his grandpa plays racquetball with a friend. On our way home will pick up carryout for dinner. In two days, we’ll send him home back to Mississippi. He much prefers taking a plane versus enduring the ten-hour car ride (one way) it takes for me to pick him up in Mississippi.

As soon as our Avenger leaves to go back to Mississippi, our house will settle. But my heart will ache because my love for him is so strong. I’ll busy myself, wiping away the dust, washing floors and fingerprints, scrubbing his bathroom clean and packing up most of his toys. I always leave one or two still out, because it makes me feel close to him.

Me, Andy as Iron Man & Captain America.

SNOW

I have learned through my journey in life, that the greatest gifts come to us in the simplest forms and unfold when you least expect them… Louisa Cambridge

My dog Daisy after a Colleyville snowstorm

There’s a “tucked in” sensation, a “coziness” that rests upon a house when you wake up in the morning and discover that Old Man Winter has covered your neighborhood in ice and snow. This was one of those mornings. As I peeked through the shutters on my front windows, I saw that indeed, a very light sprinkling of snow had fallen the night before. And as I drank my morning coffee to begin my day, I could hear sleet falling against the skylight above my head.  

My family’s house in Berea in 1961

I first time I became aware of this “tucked-in” sensation was in the early 1960’s, when I was a small child living in Ohio. We were rooted in a lovely equestrian community in the city of Berea, which is next to the “snow-belt” region on the western side of Cleveland. Throughout my childhood, the first snowfall routinely fell in the month of November, a week or two before Thanksgiving. This wonderous event not only marked the transformation of autumn into winter, but it also rang in the beginning of the holiday season.

My Grandparents house in Bay Village in the early 1960’s

My grandparents lived eleven miles away in a town that stretched along the shorelines of Lake Erie, called Bay Village. Every year my grandparents hosted our family festivities, which included a lovely, sit-down meal for both Thanksgiving and Christmas Day.

The holidays were the only occasion that Grandma asked us to enter the house through the front entryway. This extra touch of formality seemed to jump start the evening’s festivities. In the evening of Christmas day, before I went inside, I took a moment to pause and soak up the serene glow of the colorful Christmas lights shining brilliantly subdued under a thick layer of snow.

A Berea snowfall when I was five. My mother made the snow people.

In the 1960’s, winters in Cleveland were often laden with heavy snowfalls. There were occasions when the wind blew huge snowdrifts against our windows and doors. These drifts not only blocked our ability to see outside but rendered us captive indoors. To resolve this problem, my mother dressed me in my snow ware and sent me outside through the milk shoot, normally used by the milkman (we still had milk delivered to the house back then). My job, and I took it to heart, was to shovel away the drifts blocking our view and freedom.

It was particularly exciting when a blizzard blew in during the holiday season, especially when I was in school. The classroom became increasingly distracted and restless as the snow collected outside. If it continued to accumulate, we began to anticipate the announcement over the intercom telling us that school was released. A tremendous sensation of freedom like wind in the sails, almost lifted me from the ground when I stepped outside.

Just before I turned eleven, my parents moved into a house in Bay Village that was just one street over from my Grandparents’ house. There, I attended Bay Middle School. Every year I had at least one subject in a classroom where I could see Bay’s outdoor ice-skating rink across the street. We had a local woman, Karen Kresge who performed with the touring Ice Capades. Sometimes she practiced on that rink. I watched her captivated by her grace and skill.

Our house on Oakmoor Dr. in Bay Village. Sadly, after we moved away, it burned down.

Since Bay Village sat along the shorelines of Lake Erie, we were particularly susceptible to the “lake front” weather systems that sometimes sent blizzardly, winter snowfalls our way. By now my fellow middle schoolers and I were well seasoned to the cause and affects regarding blizzards and school closing. When the snow began to fall in a blinding flurry, our attention turned away the lesson at hand, to focus on what was happening outside.

One of my teachers, in a feeble attempt to regain control, allowed us a few minutes to gather at the windows so we could “get the snow out of our systems.” Instead, we began to anticipate the announcement that would release us for the day. After the announcement came, we flocked to our lockers, where I donned my winter apparel, slung my backpack over my shoulder and picked up my violin case. Leaving the warmth and shelter of the school, I stepped straightway into the bitter cold where the landscape was covered in ice and a carpet of white.

Briskly walking across the schoolyard under a blinding flurry, I did my best to dodge flying snowballs and quickened my pace to cross the street to the sidewalks running along Wolf Road. The sky was heavy with thick snow clouds that cast the land in greyscale. I absorbed my surroundings, relishing the cold, walking home to my house on Oakmoor Drive. I was older now, so instead of playing outside I cuddled up inside embraced by warmth, quietly reading, or watching “Dark Shadows on TV.

One night after dinner, I donned my winter coat and snow boots and went outside to walk to my grandmother’s house. It had snowed all day and the schools were closed. As I stepped into our front yard I literally gasped! A breathtaking carpet of deep snow covered the entire neighborhood. What’s more, the snow was completely unblemished! Snowplows had not made their way down the street. Nothing had disturbed the quietude of white. The snow’s radiance twinkled like tiny diamonds or fairy dust, under the streetlamps. Instantly I realized that I was witnessing something purely majestic. For several minutes, I tried my very best to absorb the sights and sensations I was experiencing, imprinting both to my memory.

Now, in the thirty-plus years that I have lived in Texas, significant snowfalls are far and few between. One of the most memorable took place in Colleyville on a Christmas Eve, the night that Jeff and I host our family’s gathering. Back then, we took everyone out to eat prior to opening presents at home. However, on this particular eve, a Cleveland-like snowstorm, dropped large, fluffy flakes in a flurry of snow that fell like a blinding sheet. The inches were accumulating fast! One-by-one, restaurants around us closed—all except I-Hop.

This was the view from our back porch, before our family arrived for Christmas Eve.

Following Jeff’s gallant lead, the family caravanned over to I-Hop. The children (grandchildren) were so excited and entranced by the snow, that it took a great deal of persuasion to get them inside the restaurant to eat. The magical snowfall had significantly elevated our joy and excitement. After dinner when we returned to the house, I was struck by the unblemished snow that covered our land in white, particularly in the pastures. I asked the family to gather with me on the back porch, so they could take in the rare and beautiful sight. “This is exactly what my childhood was like,” I told them, yearning for them to experience the same wonderment I was blessed with growing up.

Aldon after his call this morning.

And then… this morning as I was working on this story, quite unexpectedly, my grandson Aldon called me from his house in Mississippi. He was unable to contain his excitement because he too woke up to discover his neighborhood covered in snow. Snow is a novelty in his region because of the warmer temperatures and high humidity levels coming off the Gulf of Mexico. But today his city is experiencing a record forecast of 100% heavy snow and it’s still falling!

Two hours later, my son, Andy, Aldon’s dad called. He too is excited about the snow and exclaims, “it’s still falling!” The snow has brought the inner child out of him.

Two hours later, right after Andy called me.

As the day progressed, I couldn’t help but wonder; did Aldon sensed that “tucked-in” sensation when he woke up this morning? Later in the evening he called me. “I’ve never seen so many people in our neighborhood outside at one time!” He exclaimed “Everyone was outdoors.” I listened to him elaborate about his day and then I asked him if he sensed that “tucked-in” sensation when he woke up. “Do you know what Abi (Ah-bee),” he said, “I actually did!”